Finally.....

No more worries.. The feeling of anxiety is gone at last.

'Oooh...My troubles seems so farrr awayyyyy...' Woohoo!! ;)

Now i know why its said that.. 'Dosa mengumpat itu lebih besar dari berzina.'

So now, i don't wanna think abt it anymore. But if it really is so true..then, that will be the later part. I don't want it to affect the joyous days ahead..

:))))

N people.. Don't forget to smile!

If i had one wish now, i would badly wish for happiness.

I want my family to be together, like how we use to have gatherings on weekends. I miss having the gatherings! Really.. After my late sis passed away, things changed abruptly.

Kakak - as always. (not to be mentioned)

Kak Eni - Busy with studies at UM.

Kak Yaya - Busy with family. (I think so)

*Sigh*

Apart from my family,I yearn for love by someone who is sincere. Not a deceitful relationship. I've endured alot till i think i can't take the tension anymore, to whom can i turn to?

Can u hear the weeps of a broken-hearted girl? Do u know how much pain n misery i've been through?


Now, all i have got to say is.......... I leave it to God's fate.

Kita hanya merancang.. Tuhan yg menentukan..

Let the journey begin.. NOW..

I hate it when i update my blog in the libr! Damn.. Its so lembap, and my tagboard won't appear! Toopid!


Today is such a boring day!


I failed my BTT.. AGAIN! I give up!


Here comes the bad mood, so i msg-ed my sir, asked for leave. Lucky he said ok, if not, i can't imagine myself travelling from Ubi CDC to Eunos Mrt and alight at Woodlands Mrt, then, to work. Piang! What a long journey.. but, i actually have nothing to worry, coz my spiderman is here. But, its just that, the laziness in me won't let me go to work. Tsk tsk! Can't be blamed also right, i'm just in a no-mood-for-anything!


And my face, urrghh! Jerawat sana.. Jerawat sini.. Bingit! He offered 'help'.. Saying that "Sandpaper would be much of a help to clean all the pimples' and black spots'."


Somehow today, i miss my bestfriends.


Dayah msg-ed me this morning. And im so outdated. She's in RP. Woohoo!


And wiwi replied my comment at friendster. And im like.. Btol ke aku da sombong?! Ish,takdelah.. Ku bz je.. - in my heart.


Liza and Aimi - nowhere to be found. Oops! Heee....


And somehow.. I miss her - my late sis. Just kinda wonder, what's life gonna be if she's still around. Haiz.. I miss her..so much!!


Hmm.. *If he's here, he would be like.. "Da dtg ah tu dia peh emosi!" *

It's been a week since i start the new job. Kinda tiring at first, but come to think again, its cool! Haha. Very relaxing. =)) BUT.. Like i mention, there's always a but in my story.. Hee.. Oh ya, but.. u just have to tahan interacting with the public. As for myself, i havent got my warrant and authorisation pass. Got to wait at least a mth.


Today, i did roundings at Ghim Moh. Got lost and reached there quite late. Huhuhu! Lucky my manager wasn't there yet when i reached. Wasn't the star-karat,ok!?


Hmm.. I actually wanted to be attached at Yishun/Sembawang. But the manager sent me to Buona Vista instead. Just have to bear with the long journey. Lucky they didn't sent me to BP. Thank god!!!! *Phew!* ;p


And ppl, don't throw your cigaratte butts anywhere ok? Coz...i'll be monitoring YOU! Hahaha! Will be doing enforcement twice a mth. Cool,huh? ;))) Most prob, i'll be stationed at a shopping centre at the north area. Woohoo! Can't wait!


Anyway, just wanna share something funny. Hee.. I went out with a 'ghost', believe it or not! Haha. The 'ghost' was asking me.. "Kakek kamu mana?"... "Sedap santapan kamu?"... "Kamu jgn cuba2 hubungi sesiapa!"... Hee.. He got me scared. Giving me the creeps and goosebumps! He wasn't himself. The red and 'swollen-like' eyes. Eerrr.... I called his bro and mum. His mum insists that he rides back hm and just take a cab, but this 'ghost' is so degil!! And when he started the bike, i snatched the keys. And to my shocked, he actually wanted to swing his helmet on my head! *Keje gile!* Uffhh... I quickly ran for my life, and just then, he turned and walked off. Sungguh the peliks!


I walked up to him and recite the Ayatul-Kursi, and then he was back to normal. Huhuhu! And when i asked him what happened, he looked so blur.


And now to my surprise, when his parents asked him when he was already fine, he says "Hanim tgh emosi.. Byk masalah, sbb tu dia merepek!"


Huh! Sungguh the kwang ajaaak!

At last, my tagboard is here! Hee..


Anyway,things really got so cocky these few days. I feel stressed and pressured. I just can't seem to trust guys. Huh! My past relationships' made me feel so insecured now. Did i just hurt someone's feelings? I don't know. I really don't. Was i being selfish and ego?


I thought, by going to the new 'home' yesterday could make forget my probs. But initially, the heart feels close to his. But.. Haiz! There's always a but in my story. *Sigh* What can i do to make myself have a little trust on that someone?


I guess, i just need time.


For now, i wanna start afresh.


Get it?

Chaak!

I'm sooo happy! Why?

Guess lah..

Oit! Guess?!

Man U won the match against Arsenal last night! Woohoo~!

And the thing that shocked me was... Hargreaves scored! Khekhelala! ;)

Just my luck that my bro-in-law didnt subscribe football channel. Sia2 jadi jantan kalau tak tgk bola. Oops! ;p

And.. Like duh~.. My syg scored for the penalty kick.

And how was i being updated?

Through someone, of course. *Mcm ye2 nak tlg dub kan!*

Huhuhu! Anyway, i'm starting my official full-time job tomorrow. Just now was only the briefing. Hopefully, my fever would be gone by then. And i got posted at the Attap Valley. Wonder where it is. Hmmm....

Oh well, someone beside me just can't stop bothering me. Hmmph! *Dahlah tadi tayar pancit! Hehehe.. and the sound goes tet-tet-tet-tet-tet-tet-tet rite?!*

Kwang3.

Helllooo...


My very first entry, by the original writer.. Huhuhu! <- da terikut2 ct seh! Hee.. I used to have a blog in blogger.com, but i just can't be bothered to update. ;p That was then. And now, here i am again, all becoz of ct. Huh! Oh well.. New blog, new life! :) I'm currently at Aljunied. And for the first time, we took a BUS for a LONG JOURNEY. Hehehe. Was out since morning. Took bus 30 from Jurong East and alighted at Geylang. Went to the hp shop, and then to Parkway. Wanted to have lunch at Banquet, but someone just can't negotiate with me. Ggrrr... He wanted to have something else. So we headed to the fastfood restaurant. And Parkway is a great place to find the four fastfoods! KFC, BK, LJS and Mc! All around.. ;) Couldn't decide what to really eat and, finally, he made the decision to eat at BK,coz his 'all-time-favourite-pie' is there. Y was like.. "Let's sit at the corner." And i'm like.. "NO! We have to be fair and square. You're not gentleman." Haha.. Then,we went out and went to KFC. It was a bit stuffy, the place was quite occupied and its hot,too. So, the fickle-minded us went out and sat down at LJS. "Bahang kan! Kau tak panas ke? Tak reti ar.." Kekeke.. I kind of guess what was going on actually.. 'Really? Da bingit kan! U've never tried LJS,that's y......' Kwang2.


Then, we window-shopped for awhile though i know he doesn't like it. Checked for movie timeslots, and at last we couldn't decide any nice movie to watch, so we proceeded to his favourite hangout place! 'Macha' and his syg were there, chit chatted for awhile, and here i am in the library alone, leaving the three stooges at that coffeeshop.


Oh ya, i'm abit nervous for tomorrow. ;) Will be meeting new people, new friends, and most importantly, NEW ENVIRONMENT! Heee... A totally different kind of work. I wonder how its like to work in this environment. Hopefully, everything goes well and smoothly, insya-Allah. Luckily my YGR Saturday schedule is not being disturbed. I still get to see and teach my favourite students! :))))
PS: Ct don't forget to 'cuci' gambar kite dua kalau ader k?! Hee.. Its really nice working together with u! Gonna miss the times where we have our 'feasts', 'momok-stories' and the 'hard-times-with-pests'! Hehe..


Well, gotta go now. Gotta rush back at the coffeeshop. Another bus ride for the both of us..the tragic LONG JOURNEY. Khekhelala.. *Rasakan! Selalu complain je kan, sekali-sekala naik kenderaan luar pun best. Kwang3!*