Happy advanced Teachers' Day -Ms Hanim!!! Hehehe....



I'm in school currently. Doing nothing, other than updating my blog. Hee.. :p n im sooo happy coz i got a cushion-type flower from Irfan! I'm sooo touched. My 2nd flower of the year! Haha.. Thanks so much dearie... :)) N....someone's jealous! Kwang3... ;p



Oh yes,not forgetting Dani n Ratna..thx for the wishes!



Im currently on the msn with my good-old-time neighbourhood fren! Hehe.. Funny lah this girl! How i miss the times when we go ngaji together.. play masak2 outside.. play cikgu n student.. Hahaha! Miss u la mak nenek!!



K lah,gtg now... Y's otw,we're going geylang satu family! Nak tgk Farel...from Cinta Fitri. Eeeyuw! Aku tak minta sgt dongs! Haha.. Daaaa.....~

I miss my parents...especially my mum!


But luckily they're coming hm tmrw,terubat juge rindu.. i feel like i'm being emotionally abused by someone, so i guess, i need my mum ard!


Haiz... I cant stand her anymore. I don't understand what's her problem,seriously! She don't give a damn abt my feelings. I've been hurt over n over again.. No feeling n sense of sympathy. She's so inhuman!!! I hate her!!! And if i can't stand her, i wonder how the ppl around her,reacts?! Does she treats everyone the same? Urrghh!!!


I would strongly agree if 'b.y' wants to go to MOM. 'B.y' should really teach her a lesson! I pray hard a miracle would happen!!


Hmmmm.........


Oh well, Ramadhan's just ard the corner.. :)) Woohoo! Geylang Serai... Here i come.. Haha! My ayam perciks..n my dendengs... Yum-yum~! *eye-rolls* ehehehe....


Ok ppl..gtg! Guess i'll be seeing Wanlater! Missing him loads!! Tata...

I'm blardy bored. In school now, just updating my blog and catch up with some bulletins at Friendster. Its raining now, would be great if i could have a short nap, but... aku ni penakut, jadi paham2lah.. :p


Just now got an sms from de admin side, classes will resume tmr. WTH?! The fasting mth is just round the corner. Huh! So i represented the rest n told the teacher-in-charge to postpone the class first. Tmr, there's fireworks!! Haha.. I wanna watch, but there's also OT with my current job. Dusshhh!! I'll be dead tired!


Mom n dad will be going back hm tonite.. Boringnye aku sorang2! Haiz..


N i'm starting to miss Wan already. :(
Oh boy~..


N this nose-block sux! I hate this! Damn....!!!!

Boo! Heee....


Im in school now. Well, there's a mixture of feelings in me now.


First n foremost....im feeling...,so hungry! And i mean VERY! Im now with Irfan only. Nur is not here, got her msg saying tt she's not coming due to migraine. Hmm..


And just now, there's a new student, and i tell u.. Muke handsome siotttt!!! Name dier, ALIFF MATHYN. Fuh! Just by seeing the name, can u imagine how gorgeous he is?! And the funny thing, i was teaching him.. n said.. "Ok, so do u understand me or not?" He simply replied.. "Not!" Hahaha.. I even said to him like this... "Im going to get angry if you don't listen to me.." And he replied.. "I'm not." Hahaha... I said, "Of course not, ur just a student." And he gave a wide evil grin! Cute lars... Fair skin, with dimples. Ouwww!


Ok nim! Cut de crap.. :)


Anywaysss.... Cant wait to go for chalet in the evening later. Hehe.. Ratna commented.. "Wah teacher, u look pretty today." Kekeke.. Kembang mengharum jek! Actually nothing special, i didnt even put on my make-up. Just my eye-liner.. Or perhaps the dress, makes it different. Hahaha.. Thks for the compliment yar!


Oh well, i'm bored now. Another one more class coming up. Hiak-hiak-hiak!


Will update again some oter time then...


Adiosssss.......

I'm like...so bored now... Damn bored ok! I'm tired of waiting, and i'm tired of calling/sms-ing.. So,here i am in the libr, just to make sure that my time is being occupied.


Thinking of going to the movies, perhaps to Vivo. Like... "Wah!! Btol ke??" Haha... But i'm not sure if that someone is going to be on time. Hmmmphhh!!!


And anyway, i'm kind of excited for this Saturday's chalet. Tapi... Yg tak shiok nye, de guys from de other team is coming. Si bdk 'step handsome' tuh ade... Menyampah!! He's not supposed to come in the first plc rite, but somehow i think he's good friend, or might be Dany asks him to come along. Well, what to do. Just have to heck-care je lor...


Oh yar, in the bus to Jurong just now, Amin boarded the same bus with me. Hehehe.. He was asking where i'm currently working now. I just smiled and say.. "its confidential.." I can't reveal too much, coz... I just don't feel like it. Get it?!



Okay...I'm getting a little bit pissed off. So before i start to type any unpleasant things in my blog, i'd better stop.


Tata!

Salam..


Currently in sch now. Kinda bored. Tomorrow's National Day.. Oh, Happy 43rd Birthday Singapore!!


Anyway, Cik Ju just called.. She is bringing him out to watch fireworks tonight. And like so suddenly i wanna cry. I feel upset,ok?! I missed him so much.. Think its like 4 days since i hugged him. :(


Lately,i really get so emotional easily. Kak Eni just called, she was asking me something quite personal. Well, thought maybe i can share abit. She was asking if i'm ready for marriage, and she has someone in mind.... AND... She's going to talk to mum about it. Hmm.. Am I gonna accept him if everyone agrees to it? I don't know. Its all up to me actually.


I'm blank. So totally blank and confused. I just wanna cry.. N cry.. N cry all my heart out.


Wan, i miss u so much.. I miss the times he would blocked me from going home. Miss the times when he hold my hands tightly. Urrghh.. I need to see him, soon.......


And Y... What's going to happen to me? I missed being pampered, really!


No one just seems to understand the pain i'm going thru. It hurts..so, so much. I can laugh like hell, but no one knows the truth.


S... If you're gonna be the one, i guessed, i just have to accept the fate. But really, im not ready for marriage if its really gonna be u.


Ya tuhan, berilah aku petunjukMu.


And the saying really suits me..... Love...Y Me?