Salam..
Currently in sch now. Kinda bored. Tomorrow's National Day.. Oh, Happy 43rd Birthday Singapore!!
Anyway, Cik Ju just called.. She is bringing him out to watch fireworks tonight. And like so suddenly i wanna cry. I feel upset,ok?! I missed him so much.. Think its like 4 days since i hugged him. :(
Lately,i really get so emotional easily. Kak Eni just called, she was asking me something quite personal. Well, thought maybe i can share abit. She was asking if i'm ready for marriage, and she has someone in mind.... AND... She's going to talk to mum about it. Hmm.. Am I gonna accept him if everyone agrees to it? I don't know. Its all up to me actually.
I'm blank. So totally blank and confused. I just wanna cry.. N cry.. N cry all my heart out.
Wan, i miss u so much.. I miss the times he would blocked me from going home. Miss the times when he hold my hands tightly. Urrghh.. I need to see him, soon.......
And Y... What's going to happen to me? I missed being pampered, really!
No one just seems to understand the pain i'm going thru. It hurts..so, so much. I can laugh like hell, but no one knows the truth.
S... If you're gonna be the one, i guessed, i just have to accept the fate. But really, im not ready for marriage if its really gonna be u.
Ya tuhan, berilah aku petunjukMu.And the saying really suits me.....
Love...Y Me?'Cinta-Kenapa-Aku'
'PURNAMA MERINDU'
Bermaknakah tiap baris kata-kata
Ataukah hanya dibibir saja
Bersungguhkah rindu yang engkau pamirkan
Ataukah sekadar lakonan
Rindu... telah melekat dalam hatiku
Walau awan lalu rinduku tak berubah arah
Purnama mengambang cuma berteman
Bintang berkelipan dan juga awan
Siapa tahu rindu yang mencengkam di hatiku
Aku meminta pada yang ada
Aku merindu pada yang kasih
Aku merayu padamu yang sudi merindu ku
Purnama mengambang berbagai warna
Bila embun pun datang bintang purnama
Sendirian bertemankan malam sepi
Aku meminta pada yang ada
Aku merindu pada yang kasih
Aku merayu padamu yang sudi merinduku
Hiaskanlah cinta di jari manisku
Sinarkan bagai gemerlap kencana
Tandakanlah kasih dimercu kalbu
Serikanlah purnama yang merindu
